August 2010
6 posts
Indecisive.
I can’t decide how I feel about you. I mean, when we are talking, there are times that I am glad and times when I ask myself, why? Like, even right now, I wanted to write this for a long time but now that I am writing it, I don’t want to anymore. I just cannot decide how I feel about you. I honestly don’t even think it has anything to do with you. I think it has to do all with...
Fairy Princess says:
I hope so.
I had a dream about you last night.
Morgan says:
what happened?
Fairy Princess says:
It was about you and Gabriel…
Morgan says:
?
Fairy Princess says:
You guys apparently started talking, and you didn’t even tell me.
And he loved you.
Like he loves me now,
maybe more.
Possibly.
And he didn’t love me as much anymore.
And it was a lot like the Dan...
You can never be truly happy without having...
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I can't believe this.
Why am I so nice to him? Why am I such a good friend to him? What has he ever done to even deserve someone as good as I am to him in his life? I would really like to have someone answer these questions for me. Because God knows I have absolutely no idea why. He always does this. Every single time. And I always let him off the hook. He is a bad friend more than he is a good friend. Yet I still...
I feel like I am going to faint. Right now. That is so weird. I bet it’s this medication I am taking. Hmm. I can’t wait to not be in pain anymore. Well, physical pain at least. I think I am going to always be in pain emotionally. Isn’t that such a sad thought? I wish it wasn’t true. But I feel like I just wouldn’t know how to function if I wasn’t hurting...
First time. Haha.
Well. This is the first time I am writing in this. Let’s see how this works out. I am glad this is password protected. I have always been to scared to have a diary incase my parents or someone will read it. They are downstairs right now. With Surbhi. She is the favorite. I know I know, every child says this about their siblings. It’s different here though. They don’t treat...