My Life in Words

Fairy Princess says:

I hope so.

I had a dream about you last night.

Morgan says:

what happened?

Fairy Princess says:

It was about you and Gabriel…

Morgan says:

?

Fairy Princess says:

You guys apparently started talking, and you didn’t even tell me.

And he loved you.

Like he loves me now,

maybe more.

Possibly.

And he didn’t love me as much anymore.

And it was a lot like the Dan situation.

Except it hurt worse.

Because you both loved each other.

And like, he and I were talking and I think you were beside me,

and he was like, I remember this for some reason,

“I love you both, very much.”

And I was like,

I can’t do this.

And I didn’t speak to either one of you anymore.

It wasn’t because I was mad or anything.

I still loved you both.

It was just that I was really hurt, and in my heart, I knew I had no right to be hurt. So I honestly couldn’t get mad at either of you.

Morgan says:

urm, wow…

Fairy Princess says:

But I got really jealous. Of you because of how you took one of the most special people in my life away from me. And him because you are my best friend and I love you so much.

And I just couldn’t talk to you guys and pretend it didn’t hurt.

So I stopped talking to both of you.

I know right?

It felt so real.

I woke up unbelievably sad.